breathing just to breath*

bridgyboop @ 2005-01-16T01:29:00

2005-01-16T06:30:02Z

im offically 16 and have been for and hour and 30 minutes. <333 IM SO FUCKING EXCITEDDDDD!

bridgyboop @ 2004-08-03T15:42:00

2004-08-03T19:43:49Z

" there are many 'amazing' people in life. out of those amazing people, you have the famous, accomplished, & Jesus in one group. you have the overated in another, and then you have the few that are real, always there for you, and make you overly happy JUST because they are in your life, and its pure amazement that you have them. "
in matters of my life. which do you fall in to?
for catagory go 1. dont flatter urself. catgory 3- u dont need to answer, I KNOW who falls in that one . n catgeory 2? well. dont waste my time. go fuck urself.

bridgyboop @ 2004-07-10T14:11:00

2004-07-10T18:17:05Z

</b>from now on, im friends only. comment to be added, and maybe i'll add you back <3 </b>

credit to: xmestgrlx for the sign. <3

bridgyboop @ 2004-07-10T00:35:00

2004-07-10T04:43:54Z

lets see.. um. weds i saw shrek2... really cute movie. lol. we missed every other movie so we ended up seeing that. mix up with rides with the girls so it was just me meg and ash.. long story.. i went downt the shore yesterday. so now im tan. =D but im also burnt too. mann it kills.

today i took my first golf lesson and LOVED it. haha im a dork i know. but i had a hot caddy drive me around. haha. golfs a greeeaat sport. mhm it is. ;]

i was alone so annie came over and ate chinese with me. we watched tv all night and then she went home like 10 minutes ago. she made my night fun instead of really lame like i thought it would be. so im in a good mood.=]

alrite um thats it. this has been a really boring week. what can i say?

bridgyboop @ 2004-07-07T16:22:00

2004-07-07T20:39:43Z

meg came over n hung out with me . my parents went out to dinner and came home in time to watch the fireworks with us on the balcony from new york city. it was fun.

annie came over for my mom's birthday bbq. lol we had a lot of fun.
so my 4th of july wasnt a complete bust. in fact, it was good. plus i still have the fireworks & 4th of july picnic at the club on saturday with annie, maybe chris, and my crazy family.

last nite i went into town with ali and kelsey. we went to tinga then we met up with annie and walked to st.james. no joke, we were in the park for like an hr but we were having so much fun. then we walked around town some more and met up with kelsey's boyfriend, ryan, and 2 of his friends. so basically, while kelsey and ryan were fighting, and then made up, and probably making out somewhere, annie ali and i had fun talking to his friends. we all went to our old school and tried to jump the fence into the play ground but then decided not to so we walked back to town. haha i saw evan danellie [mis-spelled like woah] and we talked to him for awhile. oh weirdness. say alica gray? mad weird . i havent seen her.. since. wow. idk since she stopped hanging out with ashley and i back in feb. mhmmm... yea. anyway. so we talked with scott n ian n evan n then we walked bck to school to meet up with the guy ali's hookin up with -phil- and his friend charlie. we basically just chilled n talked while kelsey and ryan were off tlaking somewhere. it was fun lol

then my mom picked us up and took us to wendys.. and dropped me ali kels and annie off at my house for a sleepover. =] we watched eurotrip. omg funniest shit ever. its hysterical.

annie and ali went home this morning but kels stayed till like 3:30ish. we watched your face or mine newly weds and ashley simpson. hahaha. yea. we were just veggin out on the couch. mucho fun.

tonite hopefully my mom will let me go to the movies.. maybe.. maybe not.. yea.. i hope i can. i was sure i was goin but my mom said shes not sure. soooo we'll just have to wait and see. =]

love you!

bridgyboop @ 2004-07-04T14:11:00

2004-07-04T18:22:28Z

HAPPY 4th of July!!

nothing really big happened since i updated last... lets see.. friday meg picked my sick ass up and we went out. ommmg i saw everybody including ANDREA [sp?] and STEPH! omg. i love them . i really do!! ahaha. so i was a very sick..but very happy.. camper. :]

last nite i babysat for 6 kids! yea.. 6 kids. it was soo funny. we had 3 british speaking children. 1 brat who when playing strawberry shortcake -- that jump rope game where u find out how many boyfriends/girlfriends u will have-- declared... that she only wanted a one kind of man in her life-- a rich one. n she was such a bitch.. ew. ok anyway. 1 kid with that hyper add disease.. whose NOT on his medication anymore.. and 1 cute 12 yr old boy who wants to be a fashion designer when hes older n thinks justin is cuter then orlando bloom. lolol. yea... annie was with me so it was all good. but we had to split up at nite when she had to take 3 kids home n i had to stay with the brits =]. ilove those kids. they were sooo soo good for me. they went to bed rite away n were very polite. i love them. annie however, called me from the kids' house about an hr after she left, and told me that she had the worst time putting the kids to sleep ..i was pigging out in the kitchen n tryin to work the satellite tv, and she was finally getting the last kid to bed. haha. oh well.. thats what u get for agreeing to babysit 6 kids n then dragging me into it! --btw. im sooo horrible at babysitting but last nite i did ok!

now its the 4th of july n i want to do something fun tonite to make this one a good one i'll remember.. but somehow i have a feeling i'll be spending the 4th at our family bbq like every other year.. =/.. maybe i can get some of the girls to come over.

all rite. im out. <33

bridgyboop @ 2004-07-01T15:10:00

2004-07-01T19:12:41Z

yesterday i got sick so when dan dropped me off home i immediatly headed for the coach. im sick man. =/ i stayed in all last nite and missed volleyball practice.. and now. like. a day later. im still inside. im gonna go grap a beach towel n lay out on the balcony. maybe some good sunshine is what i need to make me feel better.

kim's journal got deleted. now how am i gonna leave her sweet comments like i love you?... =[

this has been the worst week EVER.

oh. n the book summer boys BLOWS.

bridgyboop @ 2004-06-29T10:02:00

2004-06-29T14:09:09Z

ok wow. last nite = very bad. im not even gonna get into it. chris mish and i decided to go to this kid's party... but lets just say we were there for 15 minutes. mm.. yea. then i went home. i called chelsea bc i was upset n i ened up crying to her on kim's cell phone about how much i love them. it was pretty awlful. i meant what i said, i love those girls. but i was a mess from all the chaos all day... hey listen. kim, chelsea... thanku for dealing with me. i was really nervous PISSED OFF for reasons you know and upset about the whole night.

see kim n chelsea cared...
amanda and laura laughed at me...
teresa laughed and said i should have known better not to go to a
party in cedar grove bc they are really strict there.

but im ok! =] alrite. actually looking back on it.. it was actually really funny. im happy everything turned out ok.. and i learned a couple lessons from my not-so-mistakes that show me the mistake in what happpened. so im a little smarter too. wooooo. good deal.

love you.!!

bridgyboop @ 2004-06-28T11:09:00

2004-06-28T15:11:03Z

answer the questions about me =]

01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite CD at the moment:
10. color eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me (boys ONLY):
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the first things i said to you:
15. describe me in three words:
16. name five things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me (boys ONLY):
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least three or four more years:
25. give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. what do you think my weakness is?
27. do you think ill get married?
28. what makes me happy?
29. what makes me sad?
30. what reminds you of me?
31. if you could give me anything what would it be?
32. when's the last time you saw me?
33. do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and i would listen?
35. are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what i say about you?
36. if i was an ice cream flavor, which would i be and why?
37. what song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. if you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. would you make a move on me (boys ONLY):?
40. do i cross your mind at least one time a day?

bridgyboop @ 2004-06-28T01:15:00

2004-06-28T05:22:29Z

well its like so late. but i dont care. i cant sleep.

madonna concert was absoulty AMAZING. seriously. it was so fucking good. man. i wish i could see it over n over agian.

helped annie move on thursday. then she came out to dinner with sara, myself, and my parents. it was yummy. we got chinese.

friday i went to see the notebook. amazing movie. i have fallen in love with it. too bad i didnt get to see the ending. YUP. BOMB SCARE AT CLIFTON COMMONS. we had to evacuate the theater. i didnt want to get up. sara and i were sitting there with ash n meg n i was like. im not fucking moving until i get to see my movie. some lady yelled at us to move so we had to go. fuck the bomb scare. i want my money back. we had to walk in the pouring rain to get picked up. aghhh. clifton sucks my ass.. lol then ash meg kim n chels came over n sara went home.

saturday i went to the meadowlands fair with ash meg chris and mish. it was so expensive.. but fun. we saw some hot guys but ash n meg n i didnt have the guts to go up to them n then they left so. we didnt know where they are..

sunday mall with my sister then graduation party for my cousin at his new bar.. its called tonic. yea he n my other cousin own it . how hot? yurp. ok. well thats it.

NOW MY BIGGEST PROBLEM.

should i play soccer or volleyball in the fall. i love soccer but i dont think im good enought to play. or even make the team. n same with volleyball. i played last yr n i want to stick by my team all 4 yrs. but i suck n i want to play soccer. ohh man what should i do? help me.

bridgyboop @ 2004-06-23T13:08:00

2004-06-23T17:10:56Z

weds= carnivale. mucho fun.

thursday morning. bio exam= soooo fuckign easy.
thursday nite= chris's house with mish. how much so i love them? SOO SOOO MUCH.

friday nite= hung out in town with the montclair crew. we went to charlie brown's
saturday nite= carnivale with a bunch of people. afterwards chels ash and meg slept over. oh man. my sister was having a party so we hung out with them. goooood times. hahaha. we played twister with her friend sparky when everyone else went home. =] chels and ash decided to be really dirty.. they put on LOADS of clothes and then asked gary [sparky] to play strip twister with us. he was so drunk. he was talkin to himself sayin the funniest shit ever. " no no no .. keep the shorts on.. oh man. oh man. i shouldnt be watching this. im going to jail/ please god. make them stop..." hahahahahaahahahah. he was blushing too. it was so cute! hahaha I AM A SLINKY
sunday = dinner in hoboken with the fam

monday= went over marissa's house with rachel and sam

tuesday= mall with ash kim and meg then back to ash's house. <33

weds.TODAY! im goin to the madonna concert with my sisters and mom. ohhhh sososo much fun.

bridgyboop @ 2004-06-15T17:37:00

2004-06-15T21:48:45Z

so yesterday i get sick before the french exam. i was a tough cookie and sucked it up. plus, it was a 2 hr school day, i was home and passed out by 10:30. duude. i was so sick. i went to the doc and everythin haha. so i ended up stayin home today. only problemo is i had my B I O exam today... n i ended up missing it. u know how much that SUCKS? i have to go in on thursday..even tho school ends tomoro.. and take it. :[... i hope they dont give me another exam bc every1 i've talked to said it was soo easy. yea. so i will be ppppraayying!!

omigoodness. haha. so laura has this bright idea to call me this morning before exams to see if i was ok [b/c i wasnt in school]. sooo shes like mish lets call bridget... its like 8:00 in the morning. bitchh i was sleeping haha. my mom picked up the phone and had a very nice conversation with her for a good 5 minutes lololol.. i had no clue this was goin on b/c i was dead asleep on the couch...but i found out about it later today when laura told me Sr. Barbra took her cell phone away for calling me!! hahahaha. apperantly she was like IS IT REALLY THAT IMPORTANT THAT YOU CALL HER? SHES NOT DIEING, IS SHE?.. haha wise ass laura was like.. UM I DONT KNOW. THATS WHAT I WAS CALLING TO FIND OUT! :] oooooh u gotta love her.

2 days till summer vaca.. ONE IF U DIDNT MISS UR BIO EXAM!

love u <33

bridgyboop @ 2004-06-09T19:29:00

2004-06-09T23:37:57Z

er omfg. i just wrote a really good entry and it got erased.my computer is spazing out.aghh what the fuck?
im way to lazy to rewrite one.. so heres what i wrote cut short.

today was last day of classes. im happy/sad. sad b.c i cant use the whole im an innocent lil freshman anymore n b/c everything isnt brand spankin new or fresh.. but happy b.c i have a kick ass summer comin along that will def give last summer a run for its money now that i have so many mount girls to party with through this fantabulous 3 month vacation. =]

no more bio class. um. hell fuckin yea. haha. i never thought i could get thro it. im just lettin everyone kno, i had the best bio partner ever. i mean she kicked ass. did she do my hw for me? no. did she get straight A's? no. did she always know what was goin on n was there to explain it to me..? no. but she was fuckin fun as hell and always made that class sooo much easier to handel. everything we did we did at equal level.. n if one of us did better.. woohoo it was like a 5 minute rager.. n if we didnt do so well.. haha we luaghed it off. i absoulty loooove her! n will miss her mucho much next yr. i better have chem with her. :]

yr books today. mhm. my school picture looks ok but the sports pix came out alrite. THEY DIDNT PUT THE DAMN ART CLUB PICTURE IN. fuckers.

=] had a very nice talk with sheri today. took lots of pictures as our last day as freshman. tomoro dismissal is at 10 am..but im goin out for Nora's birthday after it. excitement? i feel it. lit exam tomoro. wish me luck! haha.. wait. scratch that. either perform me a miracle or steal the test.. hahaha.. muuuuchh better. lol <33

bridgyboop @ 2004-06-07T23:10:00

2004-06-08T03:16:17Z

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday dear christina..
happy birthday to you!!
happy birthday christina pong!! :]

nothin really happened today. 2 more days of classes.!! then exams up until the 16th. haha. part of me wants to stay in school. the other hald wants to bolt out of there. ;] i think this summer will be mucho fun<33. last yr is a tough one to compete with . i wonder if this one can compare?

i have a french exam tomoro.
JE N'AIME PAS FRANCAIS...!
tu es tres laid et sale.
baiseur de mère!

( i hate french )
( you are very ugly and dirty)
(mother fucker! )

haha. now i can be negative in two languages. hell yea!

i think we get year books tomoro. oh goodness i hope so!! i cant wait for it. <33

this is me in a million words

2004-06-07T02:05:11Z

loves the color pink . has around 250 paintbrushes and uses them all. thinks its incrediably sexy when guys wear polos. even hotter when they r in pink polos. loves the song by rooney "that girl has love" b/c if annie . cant let a wednesday go by without thinkin about the OC or watchin it. loves rollercoasters and any ride thats fast.. even tho i'm scared like all hell of them. loves old movies like singing in the rain, rear window, breakfast at tiffanys, and about anythin else on AMC or turner classic movies. listens to about every type of music in the world. loves having long talks with pple that run late into the nite. has some of the best friends in the world. has a cat name hobo who is fat n depressed n homosexual but whom i love anyway. whose strippers name is m&m. went to grove hill preschool and was set on makin a career in life as a fingerpainter or the tooth fairy. moved on to st andrews and met meg n ashley. met friends by sayin "hey want to be friends" b/c thats what my sister told me to do. got really jealous of bj wishard in first grade b.c he had metallic power rangers. got time out in 2nd grade for talkin n had to fess up to her mom b/c she found out. went to st cassians. played volleyball tennis basketball soccer softball..was a cheerleader. ran track. danced jazz tap and hiphop.. balllet for a week. took violin and piano lessons. has a thing for hockey and lacrosse.. has a thing for hockey and lacrosse players. the biggest crush i ever had was in 7th grade. voted most stylish and friendliest in 8th grade.. even tho i can be the bitchiest person alive.exp when alone with my best friend loooveees the sound of drums and guitars.is extreamly messy.. has the messiest room in the tristate area...but knows where everything is. knows the garden state n short hills mall like the back of her hand. turns the water on 2 hrs before i get in the shower. loves the smell of abercrombie 8. goes to the thanksgiving parade every yr. random as random can be. sings when im drunk. knwos every word to " i got friends in low places" "ice ice baby" "bounce with me" and salt n peppas shhop shhhooop song. loves chinese food. has a crazy family. has the wierdest phobias in the world. has been everything from a barbie to a spice girl to a playboy bunny for halloween. spent last summer eating domonies watchin days of our lives n goin out later on. idolizes grace kelly jackie o and charlotte york. has attention span shorter then my skirt. add galore. only person in the whole country that has wall paper on her ceiling. whose house can be like elis island.. no need to explain. whose favorite song is "love song for noone" gets turned on by that jet song. loves now and then. wishes she could live across the street from the met. knows about every random trashy fact in the world. in 4th grade who sat next to chris pesoli n had pen races with him everyday until 5th grade they got too strong n would knock the desks over every time we used to play. first concert billy joel. goes to mount st dominic academy n loves it. spends more time in montclair then clifton..but she does hang local. she sees some of the best girls in the world. [iilugs] skis double black diamonds. loves reeses peeses. rents her wardrobe out. is a good writer. loves life. belongs to MBC pool club. favorite expression. HELL FUCKIN YEA. lknows every word to under the sea.. from the little mermaid. swears in saints. goes to church. daydreams about the hot alter boys. one day she will btich slap teresa. cant swim. :]can go on forever n ever n ever n ever n ever.

haha ME!

bridgyboop @ 2004-06-02T17:37:00

2004-06-02T21:47:54Z

i was just watching the mighty ducks on cinemax.. hahaha i love that movie. duuude. charlie is hot. is that wrong? hes like 10 in the movie hahahaha. ok yyeaa. =/
now i want to play hockey :]

hahahah ok so yesterday i got a call from 'muh shorty' on my cell phone. i couldnt remember who that was.. so i pick up the phone n this girl starts talkin to me.. im unsure for awile.. n then i start thinkin.. omg its ali. so i start laughin n explain myself. i was like.. "ali hahahaha i forgot i saved you under muh shorty.. stupid me. whats up babbbyyy?".. there was an akward silence.. n then the girl bursts out laughin. "YOU DUMBASS THIS IS ANDREA" aghhhhhh the love of my life =] her n stephy called me. im so ditzy. but hey, what you gonna do..

today:
school was alrite ... nothing to great. blondie didnt make president. wtf?!! she had that shit in the bag. every1 knows she would be perfect for our soph class president. and rach didnt make vp. fuckkers.

mdw: i hung out with chris n mish =] LOVE THEM chels kim ash meg ali annie kels and sara. i have the best friends in the world. i really do.

rite now im talking to the lovely sheri. duuudes if you know her [ shes from town ] add her! shes fcukin awesome. :] i may be going to megs house later...? hmm. still deciding. <33 bridget

bridgyboop @ 2004-05-25T19:16:00

2004-05-25T23:20:46Z

Look like nothing's gonna change
Everything still remains the same
I can't do what ten people tell me to do
So I guess I'll remain the same, yes

(otis redding.. sitting on the dock of the bay)

oh lord. that song brings back good feelings =] i love it. pple download that shit. it just makes u feel like sitting in the sun remembering the "good old days" in peace and quiet. mannn i love it.

k random. =]

bridgyboop @ 2004-05-24T22:06:00

2004-05-25T02:12:03Z

woo.. havent updated in awile.. sry for the delay!

the art auction was not as bad as i thought it was gonna be. only problem i had with the nite is the guys came n didnt have to do shit for 3 hrs!! hahah.. but they made up for it in the end so its all good..

weds was chelsea's surprise birthday party. lol it was mucho fun. ash kim meg chels matt dustin kyle tom derek chris jarrett jayme and ?? anyone else? ohhh chrissy!! she was there too. oh n steph n andrea. omg i love them. they are maddd cool homies!
i love my friends. =]

friday annie ali and i went into hoboken to go to this trunk show my sister was holding in her house.. i got the cutest bag evuurrr.. omigod. i fcukin love those 2 girls soooooo much. they rock my socks twice and under =]

saturday lol ROUND TWO for chelseas party. fun stuff. i had all the local loves of my life there. MUHHH ASHLEY MUH MEGAN MUH KIMBERLY and MUH CHELSEAAAA <3 love them!!.. n yay steph and andrea were there too. they r 2 cool cats let me tell u. besides them.. bj chrissy kyle tom matt jayme cassie n this kid chris were there i have some pix from the party.. i should update them

sunday. nothing much but clean .. yea

monday. nothing. lmao. watched the swan. yyea. who won that shit anyway?

ok home slices im out. <3

bridgyboop @ 2004-05-10T20:44:00

2004-05-11T01:23:36Z

i really have nothing to update todayy.
nothing much has happened.... my goodness its only MONDAY!

.. busy weekend comin up. friday is ali and sara's LAST lacrosse game, and they r playin in it together! ohh snapp!!.. hahaha...
then on sat im helping out with an art auction with ash n meg.
apperently we have a niice 2 hr break.. so all y'all better come and chill with us.

=D ok.. i have a lot of energy rite now..but nothing to waste it on... yeaaaa.. well.. whadda ya gonna do?

comment buddies. haah. buddies. thats kinda cute. ;]

longer entry. agian you have been warned. lolol :]

2004-05-09T14:34:29Z

friday: went to the commons with my chelsea, my kimmie, and my meggy<3333 [ love those girls SO much]! chrissy came too. :] we went to commons and chris was supposed to come [ as was my ASHLEYY!!] but both were at the PC semi. so we got ditched by them.
i ran into mish n mary a couple times. and i saw diana justine amanda n tara twice. it was kinda akward when i saw them but its all good. anyway, back to my nite with the loves of my life.

well my nite started off bad b/c my mom had to go to the hospital . she had like a 3hr nosebleed. it wasnt that serious. my dad told me me n my grandma to go home b/c all he had to do was wait for the doctor n then they'd be on their way. so i stayed local and went out with my girlies. we went to barnes and noble for like ever, then we walked to wendys to get some mmmm foood.we then headed our full-belly selves to the movies. chilled there for a bit. went back to barnes and nobles. sat on the benches by apple bees, and then waited at stop n shop for chelsea's mom to pick us up. she came, and we drove around for awile. ended up at chs. saw tom and kyle. both.. i think.? or maybe just tom? got in the car.talked to them both for a bit. then went home.

saturday.

saturday my mom was really upset b/c my dad n i were throwing out some of my brothers clothes and, as she screamed, " is all she has of him". which is so not true. we have pictures n videos n books n all this other crap. we dont need to keep his god damn clothes. this whole thing is just adding to her obessesion of continuous grieving to her son. she needs to see someone and talk to them about this, b/c whenever we try to help she changes subject, causes a fight, or says shes "just begining to grieve". yea ok. she was PYSCO yesterday. i sware, she needs professional help with this. shes goin to grieving classes at sum church, but they arent helping her let go. idk. i know its hard for her, but it was hard for all of us too. shes not really pysco, but she doesnt like to let go. i donno if its denial or bad coping skills or anything. idk. but w/e it i really think she needs to talk to someone she feels "understands".

so after that whole big mess i needed to get out of the house. i went to chelsea's house and it was fun. we talked for awile. out of the blue pops in derek, then chris, then jarett. hahah. so they came and had cookies with us and talked with us for a bit.
so then me n chelsea talked some more and helped her get ready for the movies. i got dropped off home, and then went to pick up amanda <33

at 7:30 i picked up amanda n we went to charlie browns with michele for some gooooooddd asssssss cheeseburgers. mmmm!. we pigged out. then we walked over to rent a movie, stopped by emac n bolios and saw some of ali''s friends [[ wendy n jane]] . they are so sweet! but i was major jealous of jane's cute outfit n new haircut. left that place. amanda's brother jay picked us up. hung out at her crib. :] watched a movie. just, chilled. came home. called kimmie. spoke to john kim chelsea and chelsea's mother lololol. then, went to sleep.

sunday. MOTHERS DAY! yea. got woken up early to do the traditional breakfast in bed thing. oh lordy. i hate that. my moms not a morning person so she never eats anything in front of us. it takes forever to wake her up, then we do she looks at us like we r crazy, we shove flowers cars and food on her tray, she smiles says she loves us and how nice everyhting is, then she waits till we are out of the room and she falls back to sleep. lol. she eats everything later.. but i mean. hello i woke early to do this shit, at least stay up to enjoy it. ohh well. i get to see my sisters today. =]

alrite thats all. <33 bridget

long entry.. u've been warned

2004-05-06T03:51:07Z

wow havent updated in a long ass time.

this weekend was pretty fun. friday i went to the carnivale with ash meg chelsea and kimmie. at one point, chris pesoli snuck up behind me n turned me around. i was so shocked to see him. dude its been like forever!! the last time i saw that boy was halloween. yea, no thats kinda random. his friends were cute too. omg n i saw john ! yea. now, havent seen him since 5th grade.... and then ONCE at the sas graduation. hes so adorable!!
anyway i had a kickass time with my girls.. i just wish a certain someone.. no names.. a certain best friend of mine.. had had a better time. she seemed really down. so i hope everything was ok b/c i love her so much..

saturday was so much fun. i hung out with chelsea all day. we went to the dollar store n chilled at her house.. n then later kim n ash came n we did her spanish project with chrissy. it was mucho fun.

saturday nite .. i was really down i had to cancel my plans with amanda and michele b/c i was looking forward to chilling with them. i never get to chill with amanda and i regret it so much! =[. so i was p/o about that a little but i had a good nite anyway... lets see .. oh my. tia showed up at my door. like, totally randomly. i was a little confused.. seeing as that i havent hung out with her since the play ended.. but it was cool seeing her i guess. she talked to me for like 2 hrs about her new relationship with God.we danced to 80's music. that girl is ca-ray-zee!. =] then she left and i annie ali kels and sara slept over for the most insane sleepover of my life. i mean.. it was really crazy. i guess its true every up has its down .. b/c while that sleepover was so much fun, the next two days i had the WORST stomach ache of my life. .. must have been something i drank. =D eegh. it was worth it.

sunday.. really didnt do anything. worked on my music project.. called chelsea <33 i love her sooo much!!

monday- nothinnnnggg.. tuesday.. nada.. weds... EW we DISECTED FROGS TODAY! UMMMMMMMMMM so fcuking grose..
ok wait. it wasnt tthhhat bad. it actually got kinda fun. but the smell was TERRIBLE .. i get sick thinking about it. and certain parts were freaking me out.. but for the most part haha i had fun feeling like a doctor with chels h. and emily and our frog, pac man. hahaha. =]

<33... TOMORO IS THURSDAY! last nite of friends.. oh my. someone get the kleenex.

bridgyboop @ 2004-04-15T22:47:00

2004-04-16T02:47:53Z

naw i still like him

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maybe i dont still like him, not after the reaction i got. =/

oh my. tonite i went and did something very stupid. very very very very very very very very stupid. CHELSEA!! u god damn helped me get there. lmao. thanku anyways for helpin me. n the convo afterwards was amazing. ilug we have a damn rite to be pissed too! hahaha.!<33

i dont realli feel like writing about it but oh man if kimmie n ashy knew they would laugh their asses off at me. they'd say... oh bridget. what have u done this time?

my oh my. i sooo want to go n kick everybodys asses who gave me a thumbs up n go ahead n advice about doin sumthin i did tonite. yea. u all suck. hahahaha. naw im just kidding. i love u but ur advice sucks b/c this whole thing was a flop.. i dont regret it cuz, hey, i gave it a try, rite? i gave it the `oh fuck it' atitude and said why not. well... i now know lots of nots 2 stop me next time...but w/e. before i was kinda upset but now im just in awe how i sat through sumthin so.. not real. it was kinda stupid n i cant believe i put my whole heart out there n got nottin back. it was like one big expirement, i guess... n it very well did not go my way at all. oh well. if iwasnt laughing rite now i'd be crying i guess but hahah its actually quite funny when u think about it. its no where near worth tears.. they made that very clear.

blah. i need sleep. xoxoxoxoxo <333

wish you were here

2004-04-15T21:43:33Z

still in FL but tomoro is our last day/nite, so im not complaining.i really do miss nj...or no, wait. i miss my new jersey crew sososo much. what can i say? im a jersey girl at heart ;]

last nite i had one crazy ass convo with laura...can u believe it started during american idol and ended past 2;30? yeah. i love having long conversations like that where you dont want to stop even though your eyes are squinting and your yawns get bigger and bigger.we must have covered everything.every girls crazy bout a sharp dressed man.. well, ya, u had to be there. ;] but just for the record, i love pple like laur that can get me that deep into conversation.. it doesnt take much, but to make me laugh that hard is truly something special... anyone who has had one of these crazy ass talks with me, understands... ;]

while i've been out here tho, i have gotten some thinking through.. hmm at one point i laughed at myself for a good 10 minutes because i realized how i tricked myself into believing i liked someone...a lot...lmao. how the hell did i manage to this one? boredom i guess ..well. thats not entirally true.. but. for the most part, it is.. what ever it is i was able to clear away all my confusion about the situation in the first place, and i left not feeling so hurt that things didnt work out my way this time.

ooooo k well thats it. hows everyones doin? comment please please please..[[ like the loves of my life who did in my last entry] remember, im stil in florida, and i need some moral support right about now. hahaha. love u <33

bridgyboop @ 2004-04-10T09:38:00

2004-04-10T14:01:30Z

;] update from florida..

so far this is week has been pretty intresting.. i was sick for the first couple of days ( and i still am a little..) but im recovering.. so its all good. omigod once i stepped out of the airport i realized how much i missed warm air, hot rays of sunshine, and guys in 6 packs and sunglasses. haha. summer is taking wayy too long to get here..

i miss everybody at home tons and tons...b/c honestly rite now i have nothing to do but but be bored. tan. but bored. lmao. today however is goin to be so kick ass.. im goin over to ft. l to see my baby annie. ;] i can not wait.

the only person i've talked to [ with the exception of kimberly and my pix messaging..meg's delayed emails..and erica's quick call] is blair, who being the nice boy that he is IMed me to see hows florida. how caring. ;] comeon pple! help me the fuck out. does any1 know where pompano is? yeaaaa. exactly.

alrite well im out. loves u<33

bridgyboop @ 2004-03-29T22:45:00

2004-03-30T03:51:37Z

;] iiight lil update.

meg kim ash and chels slept over on sat.. oh man those girls are insane. we had a girls nite in.. it was so much fun. we ordered chinese food took the nuttiest pictures.. that only chelsea has lol.. and talked a lot. we watched the stupidest movies but it was alrite in the end b/c we acted like ADD dorks the whole nite anyway until we passed out in the living room.

thanku girlies for an amazing weekend. ;]

sunday, omg.. PLAY PRACTICE. ha. big surprise there.. but.. then my montclair girls game over [[ except kelsey who was at tennis.. GIIIRLL U BETTER GET ME COURT SIDE TICKETS WHEN U WIN THE US OPEN ;) ]] (yea fyi my girl is madd good.. a varisty tennis player in the fall.. n competive one every place else during the rest of the year..) anyways.. they came over to watch britney in concert hahah... i love them.

2 days till tommy.. omg!! soooooo nervous.. the spinning thing.. ahh. i need a miracle.

llllllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee u. xO bridget